Porcelain Vase

Why am I said that me myself a porcelain vase... 

Because , porcelain vase is so pretty to see, too flawless to touch but very fragile. No, I am not saying I am pretty as porcelain vase, but my heart do fragile like it.I am trying hard everyday to present myself to others people as cheerful as I can, but deep inside it was me have to bear everything.

A porcelain vase...once broken, it's no other way to put it back as the original appearances. Perhaps the touch won't be so smooth as it used to be...The beauty, would be the same even you glued the broken parts together again. Just like my heart, OUR heart. The scar would be forever. 

People say, why keep reminding the past when the future might bright ahead in front of us? It wasn't my wanted to stuck behind the past, it was the scar that make me so fearful to face what come ahead. I don't want the same things that causes the scars, make the existing scar hurt even more harder than before. Am I too judgmental against YOU?

It's not me whose choose to be a negative person... I always trying to be positive as much as I can. But with you, when all my side the bad one and the good one became visible to you, I am becoming that way. I am afraid you'll hate me for my negativeness, too afraid that one day you might don't see any good seeds in me anymore as all the way you only talked about my negativeness. You must know, when you someone that all positive in front of you, that because you don't them yet. There's still a barrier between you and their attitude before they show off. But, you have been with me all the time. All this things you can see clearly already. 

Dear you, dear you the one that I love beside my family... I hope you would understand me. A porcelain vase, was fragile some more it used to be broken before. I don't ask you to carry it over your head all the time, I don't ask you look at it over the time... I am just asking you to take care of it, as it might be broke if you let it go from your grasp. If you think you couldn't hold on onto it anymore, just place it on somewhere you think it was safe...and I am willingly to take care of the porcelain vase by myself. 

A note to YOU;

It's my mistakes. All this time, it was me who caused all the trouble. You are perfect enough. I am a PORCELAIN VASE.

I love you, XOXO-!

The Return Of Superman ;)

Hi all, 

After all, this entry is just randomly about a Korean's Drama Live Series and a tribute to all father from all over the world. This weekend is a world Father's Day Celebration afterall. So memang kene sgt la entry kali ni... The Return Of Superman.. 

Memang kalau hari Ahad tu kalau ta buat apa-apa or ta g mane-mane..memang duk bertapa la aku depan televisyen tu. From my point of view la, this type of drama is really nice and very good as drama ni is all about family bonding and how the father try to develop relationship (a close one) with their sons/daughter. Kita pun taw kan, mostly kalau babies memang akan likely more close with the mother. Mane ta nye, semua bende mak yang akan handle. Bapaknye mostly la, jarang yang menolong para isteri. Kejap2 "sayang , mana stokin abang?", "sayang, anak da makan?", "sayang, anak da tidur?"...urghhh, cube kalau tukar " sayang,harini biar abang suapkan anak makan.." "sayang, biar harini abang masakkan...". PERGHHH, heaven aku rase. So, cerita ni die bagi rest for 48hours to the isteri and let the father handle the child. DAMN-! aku pun nak cenggitu.

Introducing : The Families. ehe :)

Aku ni plak memang suke amat ngan baby. Comel-! Geram-! so, kenalkan anak-anak dalam families tu from the right ; Junseo and Juno brother, Lee-Seojun and Lee Seoun brother (twin that really torturing their father 48 hours..haha) , Haru daughter of Tablo ( a Korean's rapper) and last one is Sarang the daughter of Choo Sung Hoon ( peninju Korea ).

SARANG <3

• Sangat suke makan anggur and makan makan-! No Problem.

• Sangat suke Mickey Mouse, Miney Mouse, Thinkerbell and Pororo.

• Anak kepada seorang fighter di Korea. Tapi bile ngan anak die, fuhhhh manja sweet gile. Cair I ibarat salji-salji di sana pada musim panas. hahaha

• Tapi bile ngan anak die, fuhhhh manja sweet gile. Cair I ibarat salji-salji di sana pada musim panas. hahaha

• Sangat clingy kat father die. Maybe sebab to objektif yang nak ditonjolkan dalam drama ni. 

• Sangat fashionable. Just like his father, oh ya, by the way her mother was a model in Japan. So you know where she got the talent kennnn.

• Sarang's daddy bring her to cut the hair :)

• Sarang yang pandai amek hati orang dengan kaletah nye yang bersahaja.

Habis da pasal sarang. oh ya, sarang dalam Korean is LOVE. each time the we called her Sarang that's mean we say sayang... in Malay la. (nak jugak-! sweet)

HARU  the mermaid girl ( she love all kind of fish )

• Very clever girl, for example in first episode citer ni die teman ayah shaving misai...bese la lelaki malas nak turn off turn on the water tap kan...Haru ni tolong tutup kan each time ayah die kemalasan.

• Ni pic time baby.

• Ni Haru , is currently 4 years old.

• Mother, is an actress and father is a musician.

• Admiring uncle G-Dragon. kelasss kennn... die malu-malu sikit jumpe G-Dragon.

• Seorang peminat ikan-! kat rumah die ade satu bilik permainan penuh ngn fish. every morning die bangun pagi , die akan say hello to the friends first. hehehe.comel.

People say, kemana tumpahnya kuah kalau ta ke nasi... ceh, rase cam tengah tulis esei untuk SPM pulak. siap de peribahasa. layak dapat A1 untuk bahasa Malaysia oke. memang dapat oke. hahaha...eh, jauh melencong plak. Haru kini telah menunjukkan sedikit minat bakal menjadi seorang musician. Contohnye dalam satu episod tu, die nak violin die sendiri and ayah die pun da terbitkan satu lagu yang de suara Haru :) senang nye jd anak artissss. 

Lee Seo-eun and Lee Seo-jun the super cute TWIN

• time ni daddy ngan seo-eun ngn seo-jun yang da besar sikit, baru daddy leyh senyum.

• check-itttt out time daddy tengah serabai, and bile twin meragam without mummy at home. hahaha...kesian doe.

Lee Hwi Jae the father, ni sgt la sweet. masa die jage bebudak ni...dia sentiasa ingat kat siteri dia. ada dlm satu episode tu die wat cm buku skrap la yang tulis pasal xtiviti die ngn the twin untuk isteri die bace after she coming home from that 48hours. sgt romantik okeh. sbb die ta nak isteri die ketinggalan moment2 special tu. what a very thoughful husband eh.

• dua baby? baseball? no hal lah...oh ya, daddy suke sports. SEXY.

• Lee Seo-eun,big brother susah nak ngn org. asek nak daddy :) 

• Lee Seo-jun, senang bawak diri punye. hahaha.

• bila daddy da penat. hahaha..daddy selalu ckp2 ngn anak-anak die.      

                          

• first walking step by Lee Seo-eun. punya la happy kan mak ngan ayah die. opkos ler.hehehe...

The twin ni memang sgt la mencabar ayah die. tapi aku memang salute la...how he manage to get both showered, bot well feed, both sleeping soundly and both to not crying. dan dia still boleyh bawak due-due g jalan-jalan ALONE-! repeat sekali lagi ALONE. one word : AWESOME DADDY-! instead a romantic husband la. (ada PACKAGE cmni lg ta? nak booking.)

Jang Junu and Jang Junseo abang and adik yang NICE

• si abang Jang Junu sangat adorable yang pergi mane-mane pun mesti orang suke. Perfect la orang kate. Always dapat high score kat sekolah, well-mannered, good-looking and etc. si adik, Jang Junseo agak rebellious, manja and always get jealous ( bese la adik-adik kan).

• Ayah Jang Hyun Sung adalah seorang pelakon disana. Sangat sporting habis ngan anak2 dia. cam kawan wei. Sampai wife die kate, if die boleyh re-born die nak jadi anak kepada Jang Hyun Sung ni. punye sporting habis. die taw camane nak handle anak die. TERBOIK!

• siap ajar cmane nak minum. Korean tradition memang kene ajar how to "drink" with mannered. Tapi, Junu minum orange juice...Junseo minum yogurt drink time ni. So, still ayah yang baek oke.

• Oke, one more fact. Haru suke Junu oppa. auwwww. sweet. First love. Junu pun cam kate Haru tomeyyyyy. comeyyyy sgt.

                                    

                                    

• Ayah-ayah set a deal. hahaha...RESERVED.

• Junseo susah sikit nak mendekati mane-mane girls... sangat berbeza. kalau abng die Price Charming, die Prince Frog la...haaaa, gitu.

• Potong rambut nampak smart sikit. ak pun perasan Korean child and Chinese children are mostly will cut the hair just same, with the fringe covered their forehead. I also don't know why....wondering...

Link to watch @ Youtube  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veFdtxdsEG0

Finally habis la entry pasal The Return Of Superman ni. Entry paling panjang dalam blog ni. Kalau u'oll rase nak tengok tengok la kat KBS World channel 392 every Sunday 3.40pm. :) marilah kita menghargai jasa-jasa bapa kite. eh, elok pulak weekend ni kan Father's Day. So. let's say this entry is a contribution to all the father in the world. En Zakaria, anda superman saya sampai bila-bila. 

I love You, ayah. No one can replace you.

XOXO :)

Love At First Sight. P/S : I love You Baby, always.

Al-kisah bermula...jeng jeng jeng... 

Masa ni, aku baru menempuhi alam pekerjaan. Well bese la. Alam, alam, alam, pastu ALAMAK-!. hahaha... alam bayi > alam kanak-kanak > alam remaja > alam persekolahan > alam stido (study atau kata laennye, ehe) > skang ni alam perkerjaan > alam PERKAHWINAN (ta sabow-!) > alam berumah tangga > alam kematian. Satu alam je ak ta mao cakap...alam ghaib, bukan takut, ta berani jep.hehehe

STOP merepek. hahaha, masa aku memula start keje, mase tu kerja kat Melaka. jauh woooo tempat keje ak ngn tempat aku tinggal time tu. sewa bilik je mase tu, sengkek lagi... :'( ingat lagi aku, nak pergi keja kene tunggu 45minit awal nak naek bas, sebab aku takowt tertinggal bas. Pergh! gigih. Pastu, aku  ternampak advertisement yang ni kat somewhere. this is I called my first love at my first sight.

DAMN! cun la plak. kebetulan time ni, memang ak tahu bawak skuter je pun. 03 April 2011.

Start la pergi usha-usha kat beberapa kedai moto. mase ni plat number booked by someone WVF9789. tapi sebab aku pikir, aku ta nak bergantung kat orang laen. aku pun booked number laen, yang current ni. banyak halangan yang terpaksa ku tempuhi, berlari, bergolek, tergolek, terpenyek mcm2 la. fuhhhh...dapat jugak aku memiliki. No plate memang custom-made sbb nak sama ngn besday aku. 9789, leyh sambut besday sama-sama. heee...

First day , kat kedai lagi time ni. Baru nak bawak balik. Dalam plastik lagi jah... 10 Jun 2011.

Bila da senang ade kesenangan kite kene la tolong orang yang dalam kesusahan. Barulah BARAKOHHHH. terima kasih, itu je ustazah nak bagitau anak-anak murid sekalian. hihihi...

Well, korang pun taw new vehicle, ta sampai 1000km lg kene la bawak slow2 je. Aku hari-hari duk round Melaka.  Selepas sebulan ...

19 July 2011. sepuloh hari selepas besday ku yang 22 tahun. Die pun nak celebrate besday first jugak.

Aku dulu ta berapa stabil sangat mental so, memalam bila jiwa kekacauan je, start je moto... luah perasaan atas moto, cam moto aku ni memahami aku. sampai tenang. ni kul 12 malam kat depan Stadhuys. DETIK 12 MALAM. hohoho...sorang-sorang.

Sebab baru keja, so first raya kena la berkorban kena la keja. kasi senior manager cuti raya. ta sedeyh sangat sebab time ni berbunga-bunga berchenta ngan moto. mesti orang ingat aku gila.

Pagi raya Aidilfitri, 30 Ogos 2011. Ngan Logan , kawan sekerja yang ta sambut raya. Tengah dengar takbir raya weyh time ni-!

Saman ngan Majlis Bandaraya; 07 Ogos 2011.

korang nak taw sebab apa, sebab time aku nak tengok wayang aku parking la kat tempat yang ta boleyh parking... Madagascar kalau ta salah aku. Pastu aku tengok jam nak dekat kul 5, aku pikir orang Majlis da nak balik. siap la, turun dari wayang kul 9 malam , saman die ikat kat side-mirror.hahaha...setahun lepas tu baru aku baya.

Rajin gile aku bawak pergi snowwash dulu. Hampir setiap minggu. Sebab aku rasa auto gembira tengok die bersih.

05 November 2011, Serdang Selangor. tengah study kat UPM time ni.

Pernah jumpe kembar no plate. Cina kat tempat keje lama aku. Dia kata, no ni banyak ONG-! hahaha...

Dia nak no plate aku, memang ta la aku let-go. "let it go...let it go..." tu dalam citer Frozen Disney je okeyh.

2013-!!! bertukar. GO GO GO Power Rangers. hahaha.. 06 April 2013.

Same person, almost same plate number, but different feeling-! Just acting around. This is me mase berambut pendek. Dulu Robin Hood , sekarang Rapunzel. cehhhhh...

P/S; Now I already have love at 2nd sight. AZ, I promise I will love you, as long you love me too. XOXO-!